laying on my bed.... being lonely and thinking,i think alot, sometimes i think my head might explode, my bf thinks i'll end up in some sorta [link] of the time i think about the changes my life has been through, wich is many! I'm sooo much better off now than i was a year and a half ago. Also OCT. 8th will be the one year aniversary of when i accepted Christ as my lord and savior! ah thank you! i used to be a bad person, and i actually wanted to be a slut! wtf was wrong with me!... at least i never ended up become that. not even in the slightest. I only wanted to be like that because, those girls where pretty, and fun, and everyone loved them... shows how little i knew. But i was young, just like any young girl i thought alot of things, that turned out to be wrong. I thank the lord everyday for the chances he has given me, and i am especialy thankful for my boyfriend robert, He literally saved my life... I wont go into details and things, but the point is Its crazy how things change, just look back and you'll notice how things change.

Change is a wierd word.

I want to help people, thats something i never really used to want, but now more than ever i feel the need to help people, like myself who felt alone and needs some one to talk to. seriously, im a total people person and i just love making people feel like there not alone... well because no one ever is!

ok *hugs and kisses* eve

p.s.- RIP aunt penny, i hope your having a bast in heaven! Love always, Evey B.